And the beta is...
I'm pregnant. Again. And terrified. And happy. Mostly terrified.
I admit I've known since Tuesday night (7dp3dt) when I got a super faint squinter of a positive. I tested again Wednesday - slightly darker - and then J forbid me from taking any more tests.
I have already had some very light spotting which has me sick to my stomach. The IVF nurse says its most likely due to irritation from the Endometrin suppositories. God, I hope so.
F*$&#. Nervous. Holy shizzle.
I go back on Monday for a repeat beta. This weekend I'm off to to my parents cabin in the woods with friends for much needed mental and physical R&R.
And now, a prayer.
Dear Lord, please make this pregnancy successful.
Please give me a take-home baby from this here very pregnancy.
Please put me in a healthy, spiritually-induced coma for the next few months.
Please make wine completely safe for pregnant women to drink.